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Monday, December 31, 2007

Doing a quick blog before i head out to the human traffic packed road. Well, not for party but work.
2007 is coming to an end, and there are some special ones who i really wanna thanks for standing by me through the toughest time i had in 2007.

Firstly, of course its to my one and only precious girl here. Who stood through ALL the toughest time with me.



This man, who i owe a big THANK YOU to, for his uncondition love, care and all that he had done for me.



My lil' sis - June, Long-time friend - Jeanne and buddy Karen who listened to all my woes.



Junji & Benjamin, who are equally, or worst off troubled than i am, yet continue to stand by me.
Last but not least, for the people who party all my woes away. Joanna, Kelly and Wendy.



Thank you guys. I really appreciate everything. Anyone who i've missed out, please pardon me.
HAPPY 2008!!
May this, be a very much better year for all of us!
And remember, i love all of you. :)

@ 12/31/2007 06:11:00 PM

Friday, December 28, 2007

Ebel rang at the very last moment, telling me she had ended work and wanna meet for supper. I had slept for the whole day. Woke up, got online and in fact, had not even showered. Was still online chatting with Ben and Brian, watching Love actually, and THEN! Ebel told me she's reaching bedok. I was rushing like mad, bath, she called and say she's already at Bedok! Ironed my clothes, stuff everything into my tiny little bag and dashed out. Went supper at 511, cabbed to her place and waited under blk for her sis to get back. Coke party again. It sounds incredible, but true. The 1L soft drinks are all sold out, and even out of stock. A lil' vodka with chips, over movie "Little Man". Only finished the first disc and we decide its time for bed. That was slightly pass 2am. Chatted over some funny stuffs, which is not to be mention here (Ebel knows why) and when we realised it, it was already 5am! Time really passed fast. We set alarm to wake up for bfast. But as expected, we did not get up. It was a sunny day. Head to SGH for her dental appointment, then to Central (it was boring) and finally, a place which after all is still the best despite however much we wish to avoid the crowd; Orchard. PS was the first stop, got Ebel her xmas cum advance bday present. A cross pendent from SK. And i was so damn attracted to the ring, which eventually i did not get after very much thought. It was $539. :( Got lingeries, gift exchange for tomorrow's primary school gathering and last but not least, my long waited DKNY mesh watch. One off the wishlist! :)
Tired! It had been a long day. And now, time for some pack up for tomorrow. Its gonna be two days away from home.

@ 12/28/2007 11:02:00 PM

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

Merry Christmas to all.
It was just another normal day for me. On night shift, i practically slept the whole day through. 25Dec, besides its christmas, its also a very good friend's birthday. Someone so far away, yet always held close to my heart. Joseph; we were both trainees back in 2001 when i was still in Shatec. He is from philippines, together with Arden, here in Singapore doing attachment. Somehow or rather, we grew to be great friends, though in different departments. Together with Annabel; who back then was too a trainee from TP in reservations, Ethan; from Banquet, Thomas and Pearl; togehter from Shatec with me. We went out, had our fun together, till a day comes when Arden and Joseph had to return to Philippines. Could still remember the last dinner we had together, steamboat at marina bay. They were excited about their return back to home the next day, they were on the phone with their family and as time drew closer to time to part, Joseph started crying, followed by Arden and all of us cried together.

Back to Philippines, they still called us pretty often. And gradually, Arden stopped calling after he had a family of his own, with his then newborn twins. I guess by now they should be pretty big. But still, Joseph is in close contact with us, and we even met up here back in Singapore, which we had never expect. He was working for Star cruise, and we met a couple of times over dinner at Harbourfront before hthe ship sails off again. Times when i was working, he would come into the island, dropped by just to have a few words and exchange of hugs. Its been awhile since we last met. I missed you guys.

Thinking of them, moreover its Joseph's bday today, i realised i did not have his local number with me. All thanks to the one who took my phone away. Smsed Bel, she did not reply. Got to know from Thomas that she was in JB. I was actually asking if she had Joseph's number. And to my surprise, i received a call from Joseph, all the way from Tokyo, 20minutes after my sms to Bel. And the best part was, he doesnt even know i was looking for him. He just happened to think of us and called. Great friends think alike, isnt it? :)

Looking forward to his return in Singapore on 15April 08. Long way to go, but im sure Bel, Ethan and Thomas will be waiting with me. Counting down to our trip to Malacca, for seafood feast! Thomas rang when i was sleeping, and we are discussing a little about the trip. Dad just came in and started shouting at me. I seriously dont know what wrong have i done. He claims im always on the phone and neglected things i should have done. But this is my first call of the whole day! Ridiculous. Shortly after, i left home before the time that i should. In fact got to vivo city 45mins earlier. But at least, i dont need to get scoldings that i dont deserve.

@ 12/26/2007 02:44:00 AM

Monday, December 24, 2007

Roster for the next week.
24 - 2230-0730
25 - 2230-0730
26 - 2230-0730
27 - Off
28 - Off
29 - Off
30 - Off
31 - 2230-0730
01 - 2230-0730
02 - 2230-0730
03 - Off
03 - Off
05 - Off
Seems like good life ahead yeah..
29 and 30 will be chalet with the pri sch mates, and 3Jan will be off to malacca with the good friends - Ethan, Thomas and Bel. :)

@ 12/24/2007 02:22:00 AM

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

Back from Jac's wedding, everything went well and congrats to the newly wed.

Something i was looking forward to at this wedding, was him. Seeing him in his purple suit, it feels good within. Seeing him holding her in his hand, i feel happy for him, for finding the right one for himself. Time to time, hopefully it wasnt me thinking; i saw him looking my way, together with his gf. i'm glad i managed to act as normal, giving them the best smile i guess i could ever give. Its been 5yrs plus since we parted. I realised its still him. Its still him who i think i loved the most, the one who i've seen a future with. The feeling with his family is still so close. Be it his mum, dad, elder sis, 2nd sis, sis's mum-in-law, husbands. Tears nearly flow when his mum gave me a tight hug before i leave. I still feel as close, i still feel like part of them, yet so not. And they, will always be like a family to me, or much more than a family. Thats the love they gave me. And yes, im grateful to them and for it all.

Its coming to an end of the year. I guess it hadnt been a fruitful year. Especially in relationship. I guess i know who my heart is with. Yet not all times, things will go your way.



Me & Sis, taken on CNY


march;Tanning with sis

March-myslf & ebel;mos w the special one in white behind.

Early this year, at zoo.

Bark Cafe; Ebel & Myslf, and him who take this pic for us.

our 2nd trip to bangkok together.

July; Krabi.

Ao-Nang beach; Krabi.
I realised i had uploaded to much pics in this post. Time to stop. To be continued...

@ 12/18/2007 11:59:00 PM

Thursday, December 13, 2007

Busy day. Aint much arrivals and departures. But perhaps there isnt any operator on duty, and im alone on shift. Yes, its been at least a year since we run a shift on our own. And this b*tch just damaged partial of my day. Her card had a amount on hold by the hotel and could not pay for her shopping. And she was screaming at me over the phone, saying she paid full by cash. "Hello, you know whats cash? I have plenty of cash! Have you seen cash before?" and im like laughing at her. Since you're so "rich", then why do you still need the money to be release? or did you only have one card? That seems pathetic. She was throwing the f word all over and Emily wanted me to hang up her call. Even our boss gave green light to hanging up guest's call if they are rude.

More wedding on-coming. Over was Fang's and cousin's. Next up will be my sunil's on 15dec, followed by jeremie's sis on 18dec, christopher's on 29dec and ex FOM, Ramesh's on 1Jan 08. Lastly, chef engineer's son wedding, which most prob i will escape but the rest above is not avoid-able. lol.

@ 12/13/2007 01:23:00 AM

Monday, December 10, 2007

He's always on my mind
From the time I wake up till I close my eyes
He's everywhere I go
He's all I know

And though he's far away
It just keeps getting stronger everyday
And even now he's gone
I'm still holding on

So tell me where do I start
Cause it's breaking my heart
Don't wanna let him go

Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'cause heaven knows

My friends keep tellin' me
That if you really love him
You've gotta set him free
And if he returns in time
I'll know he's mine

So tell me where do I start
Cause it's breaking my heart
Don't wanna let him go

Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray 'cause heaven knows

Why I live in despair
'Cause wide awake or dreaming
I know he's never there
And all this time I act so brave
I'm shaking inside
Why does it hurt me so

Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'cause heaven knows..

@ 12/10/2007 11:55:00 AM

Thursday, December 6, 2007

Bad day. Mum woke me up at 0720. "What time are you working today?"
For a moment, my mind was blank. "What day is today?" Mum replied "Wednesday"
Next, i realised the sky was bright and my phone rang. It was Jane. DAMN IM LATE!
Was supposed to start work at 0730! Rushed, and saw a lady standing by the roadside, queued behind her and realised she wasnt stopping any taxi. It was then that i know SHE WASNT WAITING FOR A TAXI! Then dont know how to tell me. Dumb! Boarded this cab, uncle asked "go by which way?" Seriously, i hate it when they ask me this kind of question. My reply was usually "whichever". Today, i had a change and told uncle to go by PIE. Then he say "Go by ECP la. PIE very far". So fine. You've decided then why still ask me. I was trying to shut my eyes, then he start talking again, contridicting which way to go despite me telling him any way will do. Then he told me have to pay more 2 to 3 ERP, and im like..
"why so much?"
"oh cos now peak hour"
I dont know if its true but i thought there's only one along rocher road?? Just feel he's up to no good. So i just say go whichever way but i wont pay more than one ERP. Reached work, fare was $18.40. i did only pay for one ERP. So i dunno whats the 3 ERP about. Perhaps he thinks im dumb. Just my luck to wake up late. I just returned my 1.5hrs yesterday, and today i owe Emily 45minutes again! Worst, she round it to an hour cos operator was on mc, concierges went mia, and my poor jane was alone running everything. Daddy allan stayed at the desk to help and did not get GM's report done which made GM confronted him.
Well, im moving on. I guess im doing fine. And pls, dont anyone think that im sad over my ex when i post all those stuff about relationship. IM NOT AT ALL SAD! Yeah. im glad i left him. :)
Thanks to my girl, Ebel. You've done so much, staying by my side and listening to my grumbles, crying and getting drunk with me.
Benjamin, who knew nothing much, but still thanks for your time when we talked and it kept me away from those stuffs.
My buddy Karen, who too lent me a listening ear. :)
You know who you could rely on, when ur in need and they are just by your side...
Time for manicure! *smile

@ 12/06/2007 12:16:00 AM

Tuesday, December 4, 2007

To that irritating someone who i think is freaking thick skin.
Pls stop irritating others. You are not welcome at all. And for your info, my friends do not like you too. So you could save up your so call offers cos they didnt want you as their friends. And in case you have not found out, i had deleted you from friendster and msn, so get the fcuk away. And stop bothering my friends, they do not need your calls, smses and of cos to read their blog, and of worst, tag their board.

@ 12/04/2007 12:30:00 AM

Training day. Went for service culture course at the sentosa golf club. It was long, 8hrs. But it was unexpectedly interesting. The Irish trainer was simply great. Thumbs up!
Expecting another long day tomorrow. Temasek holdings 63 rooms having late check out at 6pm. Offered to stay on from my morning shift. Nah, of course im not that good, its i still owe my emily lao ma zi 1.5hrs for being late! And since i guess im needed tomorrow, then it shall be my "payment" day.
Alrighty~ Time to roll onto bed and prepare for war tomorrow!

@ 12/04/2007 12:20:00 AM

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