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Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Happy 21st Birthday Zarah.

Zarah is my "daughter" at work. We celebrated her birthday a day earlier. Had been trying to book chalet but fully booked. Met up with the girls, did some last minute job of birthday flavours, as well as trying our luck in getting a room in all the hotels in Sentosa; Shangri-La, Siloso beach resort, Amara Sanctuary. Finally we tried out our luck again at Costa sand and managed to get a room. The duty manager even gave us a rebate on the room rate upon check in!


Met up the rest down at Cafe Del Mar, her bf had arranged with the manager there earlier on for a birthday package, that includes 2 dozen of Sex on the beach, a bottle of whisky, a bottle of champagne, 2 dozen of carlsberg and they had a flaming lambo on the house for her too. Served together with fries and calamaries, these cost $300++ and is accompanied with rounds and rounds of games and truth declaration by the couple.


5minutes before it strike 12, we took tons of pictures, which is actually to distract Zarah's attention. The staffs had sent her cake from the back, lighted up together with a hand bouquet of roses and rochers bought by her bf and left over there earlier on. So it all came as a surprise cause i guess she didnt expect it as we all went to the chalet empty handed. She puked like free after her flaming lambo and back in the chalet, her bf had a asthma attack that scare all of us. He went to the bathroom walking on his own, and was carried out when we hear something amiss. He wasnt supposed to drink, as advised by the doctor. But he doesnt heed the advise.


Still, i guess all of us had our fun, laughing, playing 007 and Tiger. Thanks guys for the fun. And of course, for the man who joined in the fun though you dont know them well. But now, everyone are friends! :)






@ 2/27/2008 09:58:00 PM

Sunday, February 24, 2008

I guess i need a break from work.
Dad says he plans a holiday somewhere mid of the year. To Thailand. Not sure if its gonna come, but i certainly do look forward to go back to that land of smile.

Been on night shifts and he's on his forever noon shift. Manage to meet up at work for that short few minutes, after which he would leave for home while i slog at work. And vice versa the next day.

He was offered a pretty good deal elsewhere. He asked if he should go ahead for it or stay on at Sentosa which he doesnt mind to. Seriously, i would encourage him to go for the new place, but on the other hand i knew that we would meet much lesser. Afterall his timing aint fixed right from the start. He says he would take what i says, but i really dont want my words to make him miss a good chance.

Many dont see this relationship well, we didnt really know why but i guess that makes us work harder to prove others wrong. Troubled it might be, but im gonna hold on tight cause i aint gonna be hit down easily..
Am planning to get back to sony ericsson mobile. N-Series really giving problems, either hang or auto shuts. Enough of it. So im so looking forward to my previous dream phone, SE 960i :)

@ 2/24/2008 02:13:00 AM

Saturday, February 16, 2008

Rebonding day. Seriously had no idea why im doing rebonding when im given straight hair. I guess i just wanted the neat effect rather than the straight effect. Tried out this new salon under my block. Was too lazy to head down to town. He starts work today, after 7 days break and 2 mc and for the first time we met at work as a couple. Haa! It feels kinda wierd. But never mind..
Slept like only 3hours today? Thought i was awoken by my alarm, till i was at the salon then realised, i was actually awoken by sis cos my alarm only went off then. Took only abt 3hrs for hair to be done, and sis bugged me to head to town to get her bf's vday pressie. She got me a hippo plush, red in color with heart shaped nostrils. Cute! So new addiition to my bed :)
Speaking of which, Happy Birthday to monya and mogui. They are 4 already! :)
Off day comes, and he's on noon shift till midnite. When he's off, i wonder what shift im on. That sucks.

Sis hit me a question today - If Jeremie was attached, and if i still had a chance with him. She thinks he was the only one who she could get along with, and was the best i had. In terms of what? He was honest in our relationship and we got along really well. In fact we had NO quarrels or even arguement at all in 2yrs. And its really NO! We had actually long thought of this question during the time when he broke up with his previous gf and me broke up with nel. But somehow we came to terms its impossible. Though we did have lotsa memories that no one could give either of us. I guess im glad with what i've maintained with his parents and sisters and aint gonna ask for anything more. Anyways its been 6yrs odd since we broke up. Should get together long ago if we're meant to be right?

Its meet the sun day tomorrow. Please bless us with a big sunny day!

@ 2/16/2008 02:25:00 AM

Friday, February 15, 2008

Happy Valentine's Day!

I'm grateful for having him stepping into my life just days before valentine's day. Was on night shift though but we did manage to have some time together. :)
Love aint about looks but how he was within. And yes, i accept him for who he is. We hurt someone over our relationship, or perhaps we aint friends with that person anymore. A partimer who i got to know was that person's good friend, somehow got my num and keep calling me for no reasons. Missed call me when he sees me, just to confirm im the one etc. These childish acts just made me feel so lucky that i didnt accept the other.

And now im thankful for who i've got. :)

@ 2/15/2008 03:00:00 AM

Saturday, February 9, 2008

Happy Lunar New Year!
Boss said no offs, but still all of us got off for three days. He's always saying harsh words but didnt mean it.

CNY day 2, head down Arena for some party with the colleagues. Im glad to see a sms from a familiar name, who i had been waiting for. Met up, hugged and useless-ly dropped tears again. She was supposed to be there to take care of me, and yet she got more wasted than me. Turned around, im the one taking care of her. But i ain't complaining.

Things got nasty between me and Erv, who wanted me to go home and leave her to him. Some arguement arise and we exchanged awful words. All i know was we had been seperated for a month, and i didnt wanna leave her alone. Before one was settled, Anders was approached by two guys who insisted Anders is up to no good towards us. They claimed wanted to "protect" us and refused to buy we know each other. The thing was, Anders was standing aside and not even doing anything to us. They repeatedly asked, "you trust him?" and finally left after a long time of attempt to convince them.

Sent her home, headed home. Had fun but most of all, im glad we met after so long.

Had airs been cleared? I dont know but i know, you're still the one i care for. And i wanna say, im sorry for everything Ebel.

@ 2/09/2008 12:10:00 AM

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

Things hadnt been going right. Work sucks big time, got a warning letter for nothing that i've done? Seriously i miss the previous FOM, Mr Ramesh, who's now happily married and waiting for his baby's arrival. A colleague was checking in a couple, and he just came out, ask "who just check in a couple? Why wasn't the guest escorted to room? All four of you, into my office!" And we get big time fcuking before he ends off with "Congratulations, all four of you will be marked down with a letter. Happy lunar new year, GET OUT!"

Everyone was like looking at each other with the "huh" look. Well, its just another mood swing day of his.
Been in and out of his office the past few days, getting the scoldings of me not concentrating at work, not doing my job as a senior. Im tired. And we all really are. People been msg-ing to ask whats going on with me. I guess i missed you.

What else could i say?

Changing after work, sis smsed telling me about war between mum and dad again. And i seriously dont feel like getting into it. Went for supper with Fahmi and Zarah at Newton, tons of yummies - Lala, cockles, oyster eggs, kangkong and stingray over beer. Im glad its peace when i got home.

Time for bed. Off days till 9Feb. At least, its 3days away from the stress at work.

@ 2/06/2008 03:23:00 AM

Friday, February 1, 2008

Congrats to me. I've lost a friend. Perhaps we would be better off this way. But before things end, i want to put thing across to you.

First and for most, this shit happen all cos of what happen over you and him and nothing else. So dont dig up all the past like you've got nothing more than enough to say about me.

You said you meant well, wants me to rest early cos im tired. I took that but still i cant stop myself from seeing in actual fact, you wanted to be with him.
You woke me up, asking if he could come up and sleep. In case you forgot my reply, its "what about me?" and your reply? "i dont know". That point of time, the message you put across to me was, get out of the room. Fine, thats not my chalet. I have no say but HE as a man, shouldnt he be gentleman enough to give up for a girl?

He walked out and you went after him. Queenie and bf stood up, head to te room and me? all alone in the hall, thinking should i wait or? Head to the room and woke up hours later to see your not beside. Worried, ran down the stairs and saw you with him downstairs.

Rmb the time we sat at simei starbucks? You told me you dont wanna travel far. In fact, i felt you are "standing by" to meet him. Met for only an hour and you told me he wanna meet you. Later you claims you are tired and wanna go home. To be frank, i feel that was an excuse so that you could go and meet him. Im fine with it, as long as you told me the truth.

Too often, i felt when he aint there, i'll be there. If he comes along the way and i'll have to get lost. I bet you think this is so not true. But yes, thats the fact that you didnt see.

Many times you wanted me to take off the same as yours. But how many times we met halfway and you gotta go? Reason? I guess theres no need for me to say. You keep expecting people to understand you, to know what you want and feel. But how do you want that to happen w/o expressing it? Your friends aint god.

One classic example i remember we quarrelled over, you call me and asked where was i. Im at work and you hang up shortly. Followed by a msg saying i didnt show concern, your mum was hospitalise and you're ultra down. I remember my reply was, did you blog about it cos you didnt tell me abt it on the phone. No, you didnt blog it down. Then how on earth would one know your mum is hospitalise? How would one know you are not feeling right?

If you're telling me you're unhappy with me going out with ben, when all we did was just having meals and movie as FRIENDS, then do you remember what you did when you first see Jeremie? You asked me for his number and said if i didnt want him give him to you? cause he had looks and car. HE IS TOO MY EX! If just going out you aint feeling good, then, how should i feel that time?

As for Nel, of couse when im ALREADY with him, i cant ditch him halfway just cause you called and wanna meet. This is something i dont expect others to do to me so i would not in the first place do it to others. Same goes when you are already with me, i wont expect you to tell me someone else wanna meet you and you had to go, and ditch me on the way not knowing what to do next. Still, you did. So this is the same logic.

Girl, why is it we didnt withstand what comes along our way? We've failed the test of true friendship. We've failed badly. Nothing's gonna be back again. Cause you gave up. And i did too..

@ 2/01/2008 01:18:00 AM

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