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Thursday, April 30, 2009

I'm Tired!! I dont wanna work!!!

Went Nad's birthday bash yesterday. Headed to wine bar at Hotel Re, followed by Arena. Got home at 5-ish. Sleepy can~ :(
Load the pictures soon once i get hold of them.

Yesterday, a guest suddenly hit me with "Are you Jeremie's ex gf?"
This came out when i ask "May i help you?" Not something i expect as a reply. Lol. Turn out to be Faith, Stella's friend. Haa.. Nice seeing you girl. :)

Alright, heading to work soon. Update again soon.

@ 4/30/2009 11:52:00 AM

Monday, April 27, 2009



Let the picture do the talk. :)

p.s photo is at its original effect. No special edits except for its frame and wordings.

@ 4/27/2009 06:55:00 PM

Slept barely two hours. Met bf @ 1pm at Tamp1 to collect our chain and rings. Head to Century Sq as he wanna get me new specs and I wanna get new lenses as well. Did eye test, ended up being analysed cornea infection on the right eye without me telling him about the pain I had last night. The optical says my eye lack oxygen and its due to my prolong wear of lenses as well. Was being instructed to stop wear of lenses for 1 week, (gonna be four-eye froggie) if not my eye will eventually get worst or ended up blind. Unable to analyse my right eye degree due to blurness in vision caused by the infection. So would have to return back next week. Took a good long more than an hour odd to narrow down our choices. Stuck between two - a Red 3/4 frame, which project a more mature look or a Purple full frame, for a more "young" look. We kind of like both actually. Tough one.

Dinner over at his sis's place @ TPY. Baby Clare is really cute. :)
Yes, and at TPY. Wouldnt leave without Koi Cafe! New found love - Oolong milk tea. Try it. I like~

@ 4/27/2009 01:35:00 AM

Sunday, April 26, 2009

I wrote a crap post. Ended up deleting it. Cause' i dont wanna offend anyone. No pinpoint. Just more or less on what people write on their blog. Sometimes its just like a joke. Bf once told me, people write on blog cause' they know people read it. Now i kind of understood what he meant. I laugh over people's post. Knowing perhaps somewhere, there are people who laugh over my posts too. But well, as long as people concern are happy.

Crap. I know. Im tired.

Long day awaits. Ending work at 8, meeting bf at 1 to his niece's full month. We've gotten a set of ring and chain last week. Will be picking it up tomorrow. *BIG smile!

@ 4/26/2009 03:28:00 AM

Saturday, April 25, 2009

Got awoken by mum in the early morning. Took a peep at my phone. Slightly before 8am. Was about to fall back to sleep, till I heard mum say "someone from Serangoon send you a letter." I know its you. Thank you. Its a nice card. Did you do it yourself? Read it in my half-awakeness. Was I suppose to reply something? I don't know. Or rather, I no longer know how to communicate with you anymore.

Movie with bf. Thankful enough to be able to leave an hour and a half before actual end work time. Had a late dinner and caught Friday the 13th. I got rather jumpy throughout the show. Lousy. We had a little disagreement again. But we made up with our agreed hugs whenever something comes in between us. I know I hadnt intro him. Well, all needed to be known is im a happy girl with the love and care I need. He has his flaws. Impatient, bad temper at times, getting mooody over the slightest thing. But he sure is one who tries his best to understand, reason out things with me. For this, we know nothing is unsolveable cause' we'll always talk things out. We hadnt known for long. Nonetheless, we've accepted each other completely. It was a tough battle for him, having to accept me into his life. But im glad we tried. If not, we wouldnt had realised we could make it. :)

Thank you baby.

@ 4/25/2009 02:55:00 AM

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Cant help but have to see the fake-ness in people. How much does one exactly meant what he/she says? And why do people actually bother saying one and act the other.

In any ways, im glad you moved on. I'm glad you found one who you love.

And for myself, im thankful to have him, to had stepped into this relationship which we always thought happened too soon. Yet he had proven it all to me in this short while with every little actions, words and loves.

Im happy now. Thats all it matters.

@ 4/23/2009 08:48:00 PM

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Finally started at the gym. Did 20min of track mile, 30min of cycling and 30 arm stretch. But did not get up with any aches anywhere, which i thought i would. Suppose to get down tomorrow before work, but there is a possibility Ric might change shift so we'll see how it goes. Caught movie, 17again. A show that bf doesnt really wanna watch but went along with me. I just like Zac's smile. Though he did braces before, seen from the kid's pic they displayed of him at the end of the show with his crooked teeth. Glad bf thinks the show did not appear as bad as he thought. :)

Heading out in awhile. Today is a last min off. AL in fact. I guess occupancy is too low but hopefully they wont clear all my ALs. Planning to Nepal with bf in oct. Tough trip but ill try. :)

@ 4/22/2009 02:38:00 PM

Saturday, April 18, 2009

Yesterday some California Fitness crew came to our hotel to recruit new members. They had this 30days trial @ $29.90 with unlimited usage of the gym, sauna and steam room, yoga/dance/pilate/aerobic classes. Went down to the orchard brunch with Ric and Fahmi today, to get our pass done. Did a Body Composition Analysis and result didn not turn out too well. In fact i exceed 2kg of my ideal weight, which was analysed to be 52kg. I need to reduce 2kg of Body Fats Mass, gain at least 30% of Muscle Mass. I am highly under for protein, under developed for upper and lower balance. Although its said my weight is healthy, but i was diagnose "EDEMA", which is being defined as "Swelling of part of body caused by accumulation of excessive flud due to chronic disease or body disorder."

BF met us after work and got worried bout the results. Under overall grading, EDEMA is "consult your doctor immediately". The trainer who did the analysis with us asked if i had been picky on food, or eating very very little since young. Perhaps i did, and was like what he told me, "accumulated" since young. For the first time, i was told i had water retention. And its partly that makes me looks "swelling".

Guess its time to cut down supper. Had a late dinner still the other day with bf, saw darling Jeanne, who only recognise me through my tattoo. omg. My friend of 9yrs ah, only recognise my tattoo! Sad~ :p

@ 4/18/2009 11:36:00 PM

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Met bf after his driving lesson today. Went for movie at Cathay. He wants me to call shots so i decided on "The-Unborn" which i had been wanting to watch. But "Gran Torino" caught my eye too and only then silly him said he actually wanna catch Gran Torino long long time back. Hence we decided to watch that instead.


Very nice show i must say. Funny, plus a little of sadness towards the end. I did not understand it in the first place. As to why did he went to get shot by the rest, himself. Till bf explained and i teared. :(

Well spent off day for today. He's back to work tomorrow and when he's off, im back to work. -.-"

@ 4/15/2009 12:56:00 AM

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Last night shift. Finally its off day the next 3days. Phew!
There's a reallll need for a short getaway. We are planning for a Batam spa trip for a start, and Aussie perhaps somewhere in Oct. Not confirm yet though but for sure looking forward for one to come real sooooooon!

@ 4/14/2009 04:49:00 AM

Monday, April 13, 2009

I was hasitant to or not to write this post. I guess i ought to have my say.

The fact is i do not hate you. But the sudden things you do, caught me unaware. And the very least i would expect, was you to turn up at my house despite knowing my dad is home and i had to explain things out. I had no means of hurting anyone. But i kept all smses from you, and one of which was you telling me to trust you when you say you like me, but wanted me not to wait. I also clearly remember my numerous times of telling you i'll go if someone comes along the way someday, which both of us agreed. I truly understand Sue now when she mentioned you do not voice out your feelings. And you only realise my presence when im gone? How long had we been "together"? Had you known how long a "invisible" person i had been, having people who seen us together asking me are the two of us together and i had to struggle between to tell the truth or not the truth? I do not even had an answer to give cos in actual fact, we do what couples do, but we are not a couple. How wierd a relationship could that be?

I guess nothing we said now could change anything. You are the one and only person i trusted and tells everything to. And i really mean everything. And you know how true this is. But we damaged this perfect "relationship" in our own hands.

Get hold of how you really feel and want within yourself. Last week you told me you still like *her. And today you told me its me all along. Nonetheless, this is done for yourself and not anyone else. Thank you for the beautiful memories. Thats all i could say.

@ 4/13/2009 06:19:00 AM

Sunday, April 12, 2009

10Apr marks a happy day. :)

I am being instructed to start drinking water! Whoever knows me long enough would know, i do not drink plain water at all. Perhaps it really does do me good, and time to cut down on flavoured drinks.

@ 4/12/2009 05:21:00 AM

Saturday, April 4, 2009

A friend said this during our random chat on msn over "relationship"..

"sometimes you dont even know who you are, or what you want. You have to find yourself first, before you can allow another person into your life responsibly. Only then you can change certain areas which the love in relationship certainly does. If you dont even know what you are in the first place, the relationship will only change you to someone you dont wanna become or hope to be. Thats how many couples end up hurting each other and say that the other individual has changed."

How true do you think this is?

@ 4/04/2009 02:37:00 AM

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